
Artist: Fall Out Boy
Album: Folie à Deux
Played: 286 times
i got troubled thoughts and the self esteem to match


i got troubled thoughts and the self esteem to match
-after she has her jacket on goes over to lottie and tucks some of her hair behind her ears- I’m never going to leave you. I know I have a shit track-record, but you’re different to me. And now that Jason’s here—I just, I promise. I’m never going to skip town. Wherever you are, I won’t be far.
-looks to the ground- Okay. Okay. As long as — okay. I — -le behbeh creys- I should probably get him I — it was nice seeing you, Regan.

-looks down at the ground and sighs- Char. -walks over and gives Lottie a kiss on the cheek like FRIENDS and doesn’t mean to linger but kind of does and uses her hand to hold Lottie’s other cheek and slowly breaks away but oops linger linger linger- I’m just not ready to talk about it. I will. To you. I promise. I love you. -clears throat- You’re my best friend. -looks her up and down not in a checkin u out kind of way but more like oh crap I think i’ve opened pandora’s box of feelings i shouldn’t be feeling this way about my FRIEND she’s deff STRAIGHT shit man and removes her hand gently and walks over and slings her coat on and bag over her should- I promise, alright?
-srs face while Regan’s kissing her cheek- Okay, as long as you talk to me about it eventually, you know? -looks down at ground- I’ve lost enough people over the last year, Reg. I don’t need to lose you too. First Jason, then Will left me, then my mother died, and then my brothers moved back home leaving me here alone with a baby and I still don’t know what to do with him. -sighs- I mean, I can’t keep going down this road if I don’t have someone here to help me, you know? Please don’t leave me here.

Walks are good for babies. It gets them out of the house, and it gets you out of the house. *laughs* Yes, babies like boobs, but for the food value, not because they’re boobs.
I know literally nothing about babies and I think he’s caught on and he likes side eyeing me and I think he’s judging me. -laughs- Yeah I know but it doesn’t mean it’s not painful. Good lord and he eats so much.

I am here to provide an adult conversation, then. *hugs her* Wow, you look great, Lottie! A little tired, but you can’t even tell you had a baby two weeks ago. How have you been?
Well that’s a good thing I guess. I don’t leave the house except to take Jason for walks which is what I think babies like? I know they like boobs. I’ve learned the hard way.

*le knocks on the door* Let me in Lottie. I come bearing delicious Dunkin’s.
-smiles putting Jason back in the bassinet and kisses his forehead and walks to the door letting her in- Come on in! Please come inside I need to have an adult conversation that does not involve high pitched voices and eskimo kisses.
